hi, i'm mace. i feel like my life is a constant battle. I've been married a little over a year, and its daily hell. i have an 8mo. old daughter and i just want to do whats best for her, i just wish i knew what that was. i struggle w/ my weight so much. i'm just tired of being in a bad marriage, i'm tired of being fat, i'm just tired and i just want a sweet release. my daughter is the only thing good in my life, but shes enough....she IS my life! i love her so much!